starting over again

So I went to see Dr. Copper today, who is an amazing doctor. I love that he talks with you on a personal level and really talks with you. So Dr. Copper helps to make babies. I don't know what dream world I live in, but I thought when I was ready that it would be easier, since I have been this road before. I guess in my head we had the magicnumber, formula or pill to make me with baby like today. I am thinking this is not how it is going to be. We ar starting with step one, that being for me some weight loss, and then getting my cycles regular. From there I guess we move into timing, ovuation and other things. We will take it one day at a time, go figure my husband and I are having fights as soon as we start talking about making a baby. Not fighting about having a baby, just fighting. I think that fertility treatment should not be stressful but it is. I told the nurse today as I was leaving the office today that fertility was fun, she told me I should write a book. I think I will just blog about it... so come with me in my hope to make a baby!

Pizza and Ice Cream

I love Saturdays with Chloe. We usually have this day all to ourselves and we spend it doing nothing but watching cartoons, taking naps together and eating treats. It is our very one girl night. Tonight we watched "Nims Island" and ate pizza followed by Beyer's Triple Chocolate Ice Cream...yummy. OK, if you have not had this flavor it is so GOOD. We usually end this day with her watching her last cartoon snuggled in bed with me. It is in the moments that I forget about therapy, school, speech and just enjoy having my daughter a very typical child....